i am tired
my hair hasn't been combed in a few days.
i am exhausted
my head hasn't stopped spinning for hours.
my jaw keeps cracking-
i'm grinding my teeth away in my sleep.
it's going to be okay.
it's going to fine.
i'm trying to keep positive
and sometimes it works
but even with my eyes wide open,
i still feel like i'm stumbling through
each obstacle blind folded.
it's chaos,
but i am happy.
it's unpredictable,
but i'm adaptable.
everything is just fucked,
but that's just business as usual.
i guess i'll just listen to these songs until i feel fine.
then i'll leave this coffee shop. yeah. so, goodbye.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXfCEsZGgw8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihpcN_vns0k
We're all blind folded stumbling through life, you fall on your ass, you get back up again. It's supposed to be like this. Now go have a fucking great adventure.
ReplyDeletePS. I miss you so much. I even dreamt I got three letters from you.
ReplyDeleteI miss you too. I'm trying to adventure. Just living in the inbetweens for now.
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