I was supposed to be out of the united states by now.
I guess I am in no hurry but I am dying of anticipation.
I'm okay with the fact that I'm still here but I'm spending
all the money I had saved up for my 'bright future'.
[-$$$$$$$]
Today I woke up to a text of some stranger's erect penis.
It was sent around noon. It looked like healthy morning wood.
I thought that maybe this would have been a start to a great day,
MAYBE THIS BONER IS SYMBOLIC. HOW DO I KNOW?
shit, I don't know anything.
I walked around for an hour today. Going nowhere. Now,
I'm checking my e-mail feverishly for any sign of my
eventual flight date.
Outside of the coffee shop, my old poetry professor is sipping his drink,
talking to people I've never seen. I'm going to go talk to him and
he'll tell me everything will be fine. Last time I talked to him outside
this coffee shop, he told me to drop out of school and become a gypsy in Europe.
He said I had the eyes for it. My dark, elusive, cunning, eye balls are dry right now.
I have a piece of sidewalk chalk in my bookbag,
and all I want to do is defile every brick wall
with badly drawn erect penises.
P.S. some christians are talking near me about scriptures.
P.P.S. some random vid of me talking about shit:
badly drawn penises
ReplyDelete..isn't that a band?
if not, it should be.
you're still in america? me too, in theory. traveling from one neighborhood to another in the city sometimes feels like i jumped across the ocean.
ReplyDeletedude. it's going to be so awesome when you move. good luck, be safe, pack light, dream big, start a band called badly drawn penises immediately upon arrival
whoooooooooo
Does this mean I can send you a letter, because I'm dying to.
ReplyDeletethis video made me miss you so much. how you giggle and talk simultaneously. it doesn't matter where you are or what you're doing, as long as you enjoy it. and if you do come to europe, tell me.
ReplyDeletelooks like i'm going to start a band named badly drawn penises!!!!!
ReplyDeletethanks for the comments guys and the nice words.
AND NIKKI, if i ever come to Europe i will let you know.
I really would love to go.
and alexandra, i'll write you as soon as I have somewhere to write from.
'woke up this morning, dick rock hard / ashed my blunt in my grammy award/ you can save your bullshit on your memory card / if this real nigga business then you niggas unemployed' http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fj2dITmq_ZY
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