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Everything is okay.
I just want to climb a mountain.
I just want to get high.
higher.

Everything will be okay, right?
I think
if I just climb a mountain
I'll feel better and peaceful
and okay about life or something.
Up there, I'll become emotional, and moved
by the beauty and vast openness of the world,
right? look at all them trees, goddamn.
LOOK at the world, woah.

Maybe up there so high, I'll think some deep thoughts like,
"the purpose of my life was to just see a ton of cool shit"
or "woah, nature...neat"

I want to sleep on a hard wood heated floor.
I want to sleep so stiff and so warm.
I want to sleep so heavily, I want to fall asleep
and dream dreams about you
from the mountain top.

This might be the closest I ever get to heaven,
that is, if heaven was real.

this is the closest I will ever be to touching
the sun,
and tasting the sky.
I want to dream dreams about you
from this mountain top.
I just want to get high.
Higher.