try to feel better

So everything is South Korea has been going swimmingly. I've had a lot of weird/strange/exciting nights here so far. On Saturday I lost my bank card and for the first time since I've been here, I felt really terrible and depressed. The rest of the night was pretty entertaining though. I went to a baby's birthday party that was in a giant hall. There was an all-you-can-eat buffet and all-you-can-drink bar. There was also a movie/slideshow thing and gifts for the guests. It was the best.

I also learned to salsa dance. I think. I was kind of drunk but my dance partner said I was easy to lead. Salsa dancing is kind of cool.

Anyways, I tried not to worry about my lost bank card but I hate when I lose things. It's just a reminder of my terrible attention span. I get lost all the time and I lose things all the time. I'm very irresponsible but I know I can get better if I try or something. At least, I know now I'm making some really good friends in Korea who will humor my sad, self loathing state. I feel guilty about being slightly dependent when I'm feeling rough, but then again, I'm so used to having a huge support group of loving individuals.

I'm going to get a real haircut for the first time in five years. This is a strange idea to me. I think I'm at the point in my life where I'm ready for the real thing, but I prefer aaron's haircuts....and I always will.

Life is really a great adventure. I'm being cliche but I'm starting to figure it out. I'm here to just live the most interesting, exciting, rich life that I can afford to lead. I hope all my friends and family in Ohio remember to smile and shit. Life's shit sometimes but there are moments that really make it something fucking beautiful.