i will post about 2012

my new years resolutions are always the same. self improvement and whatever that entails. there's always something i want to change.  i think 2012 is going to be an interesting year since i'll be spending most of it abroad. it's a strange idea to know that i'm going to be here for a while. time moves fast in the city. i feel like this year will be go by fast and slow simultaneously somehow. i want to write more this year. i want to begin to successfully and eloquently organize my thoughts into short stories and poems worth reading. i want to spend the year an as observer, always watching and listening like a still photograph framed on a wall.

i don't know what this year will hold. i'm hoping to be feverishly productive. i feel so different and i've only been away from home for three months. my one goal is to make it back to ohio by christmas 2012. i feel like maybe i have some spunk still left in me. sometimes i feel like life is just starting but then i remember, it's been happening.